at the edge a large natural pool of cool clean water.  there are several people standing around on the marsh.  i’m in a long orange and brown dress again.  this time it’s silk.  i have to be the one to show them it’s ok.  i have to lead them into the water.  i step in […]

walking through knee deep water.  there is no end to it, water on all sides.  we are walking to a water tower.  the giant round storage bulb on the top of the hydropillar is painted with caricatures of my family members.  there is a space for me left blank.  my aunt is chastising me for […]

i went to see a french movie but the screening was delayed because a cast member was sick.  so they had re-written the entire film and instead of it being a love story between two people, it was now a ninja story with 3 people.  i was stoked.  this is a much better story! i […]

i am in a combination of my first house and my grandparents’ house. Jan is at the sink, pouring bleach or gasoline over the counters.  we can’t afford the payments on the house and so we’re burning it down.  i think this is a terrible idea but no one is interested in my opinion.  Jan […]