war planes in the sky.  too many bunched together, helicopters too.  there is a collision.  a helicopter crashes into a neighbor’s home.  my dad rushes up to rescue the pilot and start first aid.  the planes clear out but another craft floats by soundlessly.  an alien craft.  diamonds of wavy stained glass in vibrant colors, […]

at my aunt’s house, someone is reading Kevin’s old letters.  There’s one in there about the doll.  the doll is in the trunk.  it’s a rubber and latex doll that looks just like kevin.  super fucking creepy.  but, people are in mourning so you can’t say that politely.  we put the doll back. at home […]

1. a dream involving a house fire and bringing a baby back to life and new work and walking through the city at night and waiting for a pre-dawn train with all of my few belongings. 2. Bucket randomly walked through my worf-avatar-matrix dream last night. I was in a hospital to kill a dead […]

dreamed that for my birthday i got to sleep in a box on the roof of the sears tower (which was the top of a cat scratch tower) but it was boring after a while so i went in through a hotel window for a party. a friend named Listen was raped and murdered there […]

1. dreamt that my log in the fire would “howl in the night” and tell me the future. Seth’s howled too and he could talk to it also even though he was decapitated. i thought this was impressive. 2. We are on a bus going to some place awesome. Where that is, what concert it […]