In a tiny diner, looking at a menu with my ex and his new partner. they tell me that the meal is included in the trip, but that it only covers two meals. i paid for the trip, but i let them have a nice dinner alone. he yells at me to stay as i’m […]
standing in our front yard at night. noticing the gray stripes of large snakes taking over the yard. i point them out to a friend and we go inside. trying to clean up our home. our relationship has reached a level of dysfunction that is visible to all who walk in. his kid doesn’t even […]
The place was unfinished and dusty but a group of friends were living there already and quite settled. Every door was shut in the building. White doors with raw wood frames. White drywall not yet primed at my sides and bare bulbs above. At the right bottom corner of every door a place was carved out […]
giving birth in a home. they reach inside me. a friend, she says, i feel a foot. agonized, but without pain, i tell them to find the other. there has to be another. pull! pull! in the same home, a friend tells a story of exposing himself to strangers in the city center. we think […]
You know how you can be in a tundra in a dream and the scenery will be detailed but you might not feel the cold? That as real as it is, there is something unreal about it when you think back? Well this was completely real. Completely. I was part of a pilgrimage to find […]
dreamed that while you were sleeping i scraped a mud mask off of your whole body to let the panic out. it wasn’t as creepy as that sounds. i couldn’t figure out how to work around your locs though so i decided that you would be stuck with mindful caution instead of completely free.