They tell me Alenia is dead.  That she killed herself.  I don’t believe them.  No way. And how would they even know? So I call her.  She answers. I knew I was right.  I tell her that people are saying she’s dead and she tells me it’s true.  No.  No you can’t be.  That’s crazy, […]

my little sister is in a hallway.  she’s showing me her fishing rod.  it has a glowing lure on the line and her shirt glows also.  it says something in glowing words but now i can’t remember what.  i tell her it’s stupid, that she messes up everything and isn’t that special.  she’s really hurt […]

i am in a combination of my first house and my grandparents’ house. Jan is at the sink, pouring bleach or gasoline over the counters.  we can’t afford the payments on the house and so we’re burning it down.  i think this is a terrible idea but no one is interested in my opinion.  Jan […]