In a 50s style Dairy Queen. Waiting 3 hours for a chocolate shake and flipping out at the servers. Finally getting my shake and it’s warm, dark liquid. In a sitting room crowded with furniture and books. I open a coffee table book. The pages are thick and coated like wallpaper samples. Some drawings are […]
me and my cousins, sitting in the front room at my grandparents’ house. we joke about how we don’t want to adjust the couch cushions because we’re afraid of what we might find. this place hasn’t been cleaned in years. i sit on the floor in front of the couch laughing. i look up at […]
More tornado dreams. And my grandparents. And cousins. And laundry. And fuel. And an aborted or miscarried brother in a peanut butter jar? Like under the peanut butter, hidden there, for me to find and bury… Somewhere.
decompression dreams. flipping through pages and pages of hand drawn worlds, all of them circles identical in size, but filled with different faded colors and annotated in fancy script on aged paper. learning their magic names and properties (that one is for grandparents and strawberries), combining salutations and breathwork to jump in and out of […]
dreamed that for my birthday i got to sleep in a box on the roof of the sears tower (which was the top of a cat scratch tower) but it was boring after a while so i went in through a hotel window for a party. a friend named Listen was raped and murdered there […]
swimming in the ocean. my dad has already taken jaimie skydiving or paragliding or something and something had gone wrong and she was injured/traumatized but mostly ok. then he takes us out into he ocean to this huge tugboat or something. like a big ass yacht but it only has a an open frame and […]