men’s pointy leather shoes stuffed with…  something.  money? beans? i don’t know. a cassette tape including the last words of my husband.  he died in a helicopter fire. the government set him up.  i was going to prove it. aethy’s husband discovered it in my belongings and said “this is your husband?’ yes. “does she […]

i am in a combination of my first house and my grandparents’ house. Jan is at the sink, pouring bleach or gasoline over the counters.  we can’t afford the payments on the house and so we’re burning it down.  i think this is a terrible idea but no one is interested in my opinion.  Jan […]

1. a dream involving a house fire and bringing a baby back to life and new work and walking through the city at night and waiting for a pre-dawn train with all of my few belongings. 2. Bucket randomly walked through my worf-avatar-matrix dream last night. I was in a hospital to kill a dead […]

Dreamed that Brett accidentally (but sort of on purpose) burned down a garage and we had to save kids from a burning house. I gave a baby CPR and then it was ours so I took it with me everywhere. It never cried. I took it to work and I worked for robin again but […]