with a group of big bearded guys (i’m one of them) going on a tour of smoke shops that are full of auto and motorcycle parts. we stand around joking but we never smoke or drink or swear because the kid from this video is with us, completely silent but observing everything. i go back […]
Category: october
I approach the enormous school building. The pillars in front seem to reach the sky, the gray stone walls extend a city block at least. I’m here for a reason. I’m burning. There was a spark and now I feel it growing within. Walking is ecstatic meditation over hot coals. Everyone is settled in already, […]
it’s a sunny day. we are looking at houses to find our new home. this one isn’t advertised as for sale, but it’s what we want. i am with my brother and sister. our sister stays in the black luxury car. my brother is wearing a suit and i am wearing a short sleeved white […]
me and my cousins, sitting in the front room at my grandparents’ house. we joke about how we don’t want to adjust the couch cushions because we’re afraid of what we might find. this place hasn’t been cleaned in years. i sit on the floor in front of the couch laughing. i look up at […]
i was on a train. hannah and jasper were sitting in the seats across the aisle from me. we were moving to a new place. bandit was being moved with our belongings because she doesn’t like traveling. when it was our stop, i got off. but hanny and jaspers didn’t get up fast enough to […]
In some sort of community. School? Military? Space? not sure. Everything had fake wood paneling and few windows. A doctor I had a crush on was going to cut into my lungs, maybe get me a new pair. He had seen a spot in an x-ray but I couldn’t get the other scans approved by […]
dreamed that i waited in line for forever with my mom to check out of a hotel after PSG. and then when we were ready to go i was like, “Oh! i forgot to break down camp!” and i ran upstairs and took down our two tents from the carpeted floors of the hotel conference […]
satisfactorily mindfucked by the devil last night. i was on vacation and at a hotel i went to years ago. It had the same number of floors as work. but the stairwell had a section before each new floor where the rain came through. it was pouring sheets of rain. i skipped up the steps anyway […]
i dreamed about Eileen. our assignment was to live life simply. dress simply. cook simply. walk simply. then write a paper about it. most students did it for an hour or so, maybe a day. i did it for a full week. no computer, no phone, no tv, no processed foods. i had to complete […]
dreamed of buying a double wide trailer home. it was next to an amusement park. we were supposed to fix it up for a celebrity wedding. they wanted paper boxes that could hold fish and i was thinking of creative ways to shellac them and make them waterproof. but mostly i was admiring the curves […]
