There’s a book that i want but it’s $106.  it’s the secrets of astronomy and it’s signed by stephen jay gould.  psyche buys it for me and i can’t believe a friend would do such a sweet expensive thing.  she tells me that she knew i really wanted it so of course she would make it happen if she could.  the book is a hardcover with gold outlines of shapes overlapping. a circle over a triangle over a square.  like they’re all sliding or floating to the right. chaz bono is there looking miserable.  i show it to him and he doesn’t even smile.  we all three go to a park.  psyche and i play on the swings. chaz just stands there but i think he’s deciding he likes us.