There’s a book that i want but it’s $106. it’s the secrets of astronomy and it’s signed by stephen jay gould. psyche buys it for me and i can’t believe a friend would do such a sweet expensive thing. she tells me that she knew i really wanted it so of course she would make it happen if she could. the book is a hardcover with gold outlines of shapes overlapping. a circle over a triangle over a square. like they’re all sliding or floating to the right. chaz bono is there looking miserable. i show it to him and he doesn’t even smile. we all three go to a park. psyche and i play on the swings. chaz just stands there but i think he’s deciding he likes us.