part of my dream involved going to the basement of a church where i could speak with Barbara about how her husband is doing since she passed. i told her how he had shared a deck she had drawn – it was a playing card deck drawn to be used as a divination deck. she was saying, no no, that’s a private collection. didn’t he share the herbs? the thyme? and i told her no, he hadn’t. and she burst out bawling and left the room.