dreamed that we were spending our nights underground, dressed in black, learning to walk like penguins so we could observe their behavior unnoticed. we watched jarboe videos to figure out which muscle groups to strengthen. my sister got a dog that was (front) half persian cat, (back) half pug. she rescued it after someone had poisoned it with liverwurst. we had a barbecue, perched on an open floor of an abandoned building, and watched universes spiral out.