more cat dreams. i had studied abroad for 4 months and came home to my very first house and there were all these new people and animals but i just wanted to see grace. i kept getting these email-text-forum updates telling me that it’s ok if she doesn’t remember me yet, not to be offended if she doesn’t want to see me, that she’ll get over being abandoned eventually. right before it was time to leave, i went up to my old first bedroom. it was completely empty but grace was in there. i caught her before she could get out of the door and i talked to her until she remembered me. and we just laid there on the floor, me petting her tummy and face, her purring and holding one hand in her paws. i kept hoping that jan wouldn’t remember that it was time for us to go.