had a dream that me and my boyfriend stared at this beautiful leafless tree in the twilight before dawn on a winter night and we admired the branches that grew from her base and we wondered if they would keep growing straight up into the sky as they were doing now. then she went to the doctor (as a ballerina – it’s how she travels) and he told her that those branches were not her children, they were a disease, growths, and they needed to be sawed off. she was so confused. she had NURTURED them! she had wanted them to grow! she loved them like children. how could she saw them off? she/i cried and cried in that office.
i also had pregnancy dreams last night. i had to sit on a preemie diaper and the nurse confirmed that it was too small, i was definitely pregnant. ????? then i played with phones at a store.