dreams about quitting. so very sweet.

also, a premature polar bear the size of my thumb tip. gummy and translucent. i put it next to my heart and it attached itself there to keep it warm and alive. its brothers and sisters were already sleek dark cats at only a week old. but i had to keep this one alive. it was wang’s, but he was in the hospital getting treated for cancer and i couldn’t let this be another disappointment for him.